i wanted you to be there when i fall,

i wanted you to see me through it all,

i wanted you to be the one i love,

i wanted you to hold me in my sleep,

i wanted you to show me what i need,

i wanted you to know just how down deep,

i wanted you, i wanted you. :'(

but i know all of these are just hopes,

hopes that will never come true. :(

each moment i think of you, i bleed.

and my heart says i miss you, dausi. :'(

love, anna.