PARTAAAYYYY !

today it is it, the day i've been waiting for THE DAFEE EXPERIENCE PARTY.
fucked so overly excited plus nervous, because i will be performing on the night,
gilaaaaaaaaaaaa, my stomach pain ehhhh.
takuuuut sayyaaa ohh.

today, Monday, 29th dec.

i met with him, Faizul Faiq.

it was great meeting him,

but theres one thing,

bothers my mind alot

which is him,

he was acting like

he's hiding something from me

tapi inda saya tahu apa itu..

iatah macam lain wa,

sekalikan.. everytime i view his

friendster profile,

ada this bagi comment

atu benar benar mesra,

siapa inda jelous itu???

tahu sudah i'm his gf.

shissshhh, bullshit benar

i wanted to talk about it

with him tapi macam i just let it be,

pasalnya i dont wanna have fight with him,

tahan saja tia sakit di hati ani

so kan i was like buat nada saja tadi,

menahan rasa saja. *sigh*

tapi eventhough i have a boyfriend,

my love for him is not

exactly 100%

i'm more into Dausi

god, i miss you very much.

Dausi, i need you but its worthless. :'(

LOVE anna'

this song.

Somebodys Me - Enrique Iglesias

i dedicate this song for you, Dausi.

i miss you so badly, :'(

LOVE anna'

mencoba melupakanmu.

tak ada lagi,

senyum indah di wajah ku,

terbuang aku,
sepi meyelimutiku,

kau pergi, apa salahku?

mungkinkah memang sifatmu,

melukai aku

kau bunuh hatiku,

tapiku selalu merindukan mu

dengarkanlahh,

fahamilahh,

aku mencoba

tuk dapat lupakan dirimu,

yang selalu ada di hati ku.

-D.

LOVE anna'

my morning starts to shine,

with teardrops in my eyes,

and here i am alone,

starting to realize that

my day would be brighter,

if i could learn to hide,

the feelings that i have for you.

i miss you so badly, D.

LOVE anna'

my wish

i didnt realize how the time pssed by so quickly,

here i am saying to my self that i have to move on

but my heart really cant move on,

and i'm still stuck over you, D.

hmmm, how could i ever forget you,

when my heart still wants you,

and my mind is still thinking about you,

every night i wished to the stars

hoping that i could meet you once more

and hug kiss goodbye. :'(

imy, D.

LOVE anna'

lonely and depressed,

waiting for you to come back again.

D, imy.

LOVE anna'

:'(

another night has passed,

still my tears are crawling down my face,

hoping and wishing

that you would be here for me,

and wipes away all my tears,

and make all the pain fades.

i really need you, D.

LOVE anna'

i wrote your name on my hand,

i didnt care how much pain i have to feel. :(

dausiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii, you left me in pain.

ANNA'

its hard to forget someone that i really love. :'(

losing you hurts me alot,

i was hoping that you could

make me smile again,

and wipes away all my tears.

Dausi, imy.

LOVE anna'

dausi oh'

i still remember when we met for the first time,

you talked to me and i felt so comfortable

when ever you're beside me

till the time you hug me so tight,

and kiss me in your arms.

from the moment onwards i fell in love with you

wanting you to be mine till the end of time,

but i realise that would be so impossible

because i know that you have a girlfriend.

but then i didnt care and continue to meet you again,

here i sat with you staring at the moon

wishing that you would be mine,

then i stared your eyes and kissed you

with gladnesss that you were

there for me when i need you

you hug me from the back

and told me that you missed me,

i replied that i misssed you too,

another night has passed,

and i met you again

you and i talked for quite a while,

then you said goodbye,

i walked up to you and hug you

whispher to your ear that i miss you,

and you smiled to me.

i was feeling so happy and inlove,

until one day you just disappear from my life,

it hurts me when i know that night was the last time,

you gonna see mee,

i cried so badly wanting to meet you,

you didnt contact me ever again,

everynight i think of you i cried.

i need you so badlyy,

i know you've been busy with your gf,

but i thought we had something,

n its hurts to know when the truth is nothing

all i could ever wish for is just to meet you once more,

i know and i realise that im a nobody to you

and i cant replace your gf, but at least respect my feeling.

i tried to stop to think about you but i failed

i just want you to know that i miss youu, Dausi.

LOVE ANNA.

i wanted you to be there when i fall,

i wanted you to see me through it all,

i wanted you to be the one i love,

i wanted you to hold me in my sleep,

i wanted you to show me what i need,

i wanted you to know just how down deep,

i wanted you, i wanted you. :'(

but i know all of these are just hopes,

hopes that will never come true. :(

each moment i think of you, i bleed.

and my heart says i miss you, dausi. :'(

love, anna.