leeandherlife.

today, :]

2009-02-09T07:50:00.000-08:00

in the toilet.

mamam at Aminah Arif.

went to Centerpoint RBC.

me and kaka mimi

we found this in one of the room in this rent house

and my sister took a picture of it.

tadi sempat jumpa si akip sekejap,
and and i tried to took picture of him but i failed,
pasal he was hiding uh ,
as you can see from the picture below.

his name. ;]

2009-02-08T01:26:00.001-08:00

posing & memanat.

2009-02-08T01:06:00.000-08:00

superman brunei..

me and my aunt.

memanat with her.

bla bla bla..

2009-02-02T03:11:00.000-08:00

school was boring, tommorow ada tests if i'm not mistaken computer, chemistry, and geography test kali... urgghh! thins is so stressing.. i'm so depressed apa tah lagi tadi di sekolah macam si palui nada kawan but to tell you honestly i rather be a loner/ loser than to have fake friends around who might backstabbed you in the end.. agree? tapi bagi siapa yang disagree, well suit your self it's your life anyway.. hmm.. so anyway nothing interesting really happen today it's just a normal boring dayy for mee. uh and yeah tommorow's my daddy punya birthday, so i wanna wish you happy advance birthday, i love you daddy, semoga panjang umur and murah rezeki, amin!

...

2009-02-01T08:20:00.000-08:00

DAUSI I MISS YOU! :'(

nada tajuk. mental.

2009-02-01T06:23:00.000-08:00

its quite a while i didnt update my blog, so here i am again blogging about stuff.. its just getting boring and boring'er... life's complicated mahn. i need a break. entah eh macam ilang semangat sudah with my life.. school lagi tia result mikin teruk apa.. ish. palui kali ehh. i hate me mahnn. wtf is wrong with me? urghh. malas skulahhh! its been two weeks i skipped school but ada reason lahh. i even have mc jua from doctor so never mind i can be excused. so as i was saying life suckss! i repeat LIFE SUCKS! arrrrrrrrrgggghhhhhhhhh! GOD HELP ME PLS!

us. =)

2009-01-20T08:07:00.000-08:00

Shots taken at Presidential suite, Rizqun.

THANKS to the PHOTOGRAPHERS. =)

LOVE anna'

hmm, =[

2009-01-13T04:32:00.000-08:00

sesungguh nya kau lah yang aku inginkn

tapi kita tak bisa di satukn

kerna semua takdir yg menentukn

cinta kita hanya kenangan

Aku menangis merindu mu

namun tak bisa ubah waktu

D, oh imy.

LOVE anna'

...luahan hati

2009-01-13T04:08:00.000-08:00

hmmm, another day had passed.. i guess i was wrong about moving on, *sigh* i still miss dausi so much and i'm still hoping on him, i hope he did kept his promise...no words could ever explain how i felt. oh God please help me, i need him i just think he's the one i want.. huhu, :'[ God please make me strong to face all of this, don't let my tears fall.

Jabbawockeez

2009-01-12T03:55:00.000-08:00

i love JABBAWOCKEEZ!

the best dance crew ever. =)

LOVE anna'

dot dot dot dot....

2009-01-10T09:22:00.000-08:00

anna(me), mohammad, milo & belle.

its me! =]

2009-01-10T08:46:00.000-08:00

LOVE anna'

group photo Year 11a

2009-01-10T08:35:00.000-08:00

Classmates =)

LOVE anna'

pictures taken by Zye !

2009-01-10T08:23:00.001-08:00

niceee :)

my family

B'day Boy Dafee, me, & Abg Boy.

Thanks Zye for the Pics. =)

LOVE anna'

with you. :)

2009-01-10T07:47:00.000-08:00

teddy oh i miss. =[

2009-01-08T21:50:00.000-08:00

teddy oh teddy, i miss you.

my teddy is now with si DDquh

beh, jaga tu my teddy oh?

teddy kesayangan bby itu,

jaga baik baik jangan cuai.

i miss&love you always.

mwahugsyou.

LOVE anna"

umm, umm.

2009-01-08T19:28:00.000-08:00

after a fews weeks of being single,

i finally moved on,

and yeah i hope i can forget,

all the other guys i've dated..

*sigh* eventho i never dated si dausi

i extremely had a big crush on him,

so yeah now i'm just trying to move on

and i hope i can do it.

and guess what? I DID!

hehe, i am now in a relationship

with Muhammad Zaidi,

and i am so happy to be with him,

i love you baby !

thanks for the hugs and kisses.

i wished to see you again soon!

mwahugsyou.

our first date. =] imy.

LOVE anna'

Berwebcam with si miloo

2009-01-07T06:45:00.000-08:00

DANCE !

2009-01-07T05:44:00.000-08:00

check this out !

me, belle, najib, dafee, mimi && abg boy,

dancing to upgrade you -beyonce

during the new year celebration.

enjoy the video! haha!

thanks milo for taking this video

really appreciate it. =))

LOVE anna'

lalala~

2009-01-07T01:55:00.000-08:00

here i go again..
today was great i did sempat hang
with milo tadiii and yeahh he was
pretty annoyinggg and adakhh masa
turun escalator he pulled my hair
like ouch sakit banar,
kan tecaput saja indaa haha
and then kami aga rah kwn nya ah yg
sedang bercerita with friends nya jua
hehe, kami duduk lah kajap di gelato atuu
milo keep on nyayaing me..
penyeluru lagi tu and again ia tarik my hair
lagiiiiiiii haha sakiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiittttttttt waaahhh
sadis wa milo ni, apa salah me?
and one stupid thing hapenned
where i was duduk2 and milo punya kawan
ani keep on starring at mee,
macam wth? and the secera tidak sengaja
i spoke my thoughts too loud haha
i was saying "kenapa ia liat liat anikann?"
nda saya sadar wah my voice was too loud, haha
and kawannya ani terdengar...
ia cakap, "pasal aku ada mata"
ooppsssieeeee! dia dengar rupanyee
malu lah i... haha tuhaan saja kan tahu
how embarassed i wass, haha
cukup lagi milo ketwa kan saya oh..
maluuuuuuuuuuu eeeeehhhhhhhh!
few mins later mummy called minta dengani
pasal ia sorang saja dalam bilik..
so on my way kan ke lift
terjumpa tia si madd and syafff
maahhnnn panat wa c madd ani
nyaya urg sajaa
napakaan kalau emoo? salah?haha
so we talked for awhile beibun2 apa so
ia berinut tia kan balik kalii hahah
so said byyeeee tah arahhh iaa
and i even lupa milo masih ada and
waited for mee batah kali haha
so its time for balik
ia antar saya ke atas oh tingkat lima
haha, kesian wa ia ani macam ngalih uleh ku haha
milo sorryyyy hehehe,
di tingkat 5 sudah kami ni and
we talked lagi di luar lift atu
lalai eh mumy sudah nunggu so yeah
i said saya masuk bilik dulu
he kissed my forehead and and i hug himm heeeee. =)
-end-
LOVE anna'

NOT YET - DEMI LOVATO. niceeeeeeeee!

2009-01-06T04:40:00.000-08:00

Not Yet.mp3 - Demi Lovato

WebCam Shots

2009-01-06T04:16:00.000-08:00

HISTERIAAA !

2009-01-06T02:30:00.000-08:00

well well well, dimalam wah kami liat cinema
i was with si awj and my sister sama ehem ehem nya
haha, sekali kann si awj ani few minutes late wahh
so yeah i have to wait lagi apaa haha
tapi my sister masuk sudah with the ehem
and then kan he came and terus bali popcorn and drinks,
he lanja mee lah apa, and suddently ada tia si aslan ani menyampuk
kan minta lanja tia juaa haha, jubur banar...
so so me and awj masuk cinema number four,
laju laju, i thought we missed the begining of the storyy
but then kami masuk baru jua kan start ceritanya ah
apalaaa... buang energy sajaa kan lajuuu lajuu
so kann we sit arah our seats lahh which is B1 & B2
hehehe, so yeahhh we watch the movie sampai half way sudah ni
until we both buat something lalala haha,
he started it first hahhaha, tapii he was blaming me
about it hahah si jubur banar tahhh.
hahhaha, mana kami atu apa ni konsentret rah ceta nya ani
hahaha we both keep on laughing sajaa haha
he said, " get a roomm pls" hahaha...
then saya suruh dia dangan ke toilet pasal saya takut lah
hahaha, but something else happen pulang wah
tapi caliiiii he was shaking sudahhh tuuu hahaha.
mati eyyy, what a night.. haha
so kannn masa we when back to the cinema
the cerita was about to end
kami duduk in place and act normal tapi haha
cali ehh he was lik Fcuked fcuked fcuked shit shit shit haha
his hand was shaking haha
when i touch his cheek it was panas macam urang damam
i said damam kahh i a cakap nda, and i tanya lgi napa panas
he said pasal he's hot ! HAHAH!
caliii ehh anak anii....
tanpa menyadari cerita pun dah ending..
we went out and waited outside for my sis...
hahah, my sis datang and tanyaa
so hows the movieee
and awj and me stared at each other pastu senyum
haha apkann.. we said the movie was okayyy haha
macam si banar kami atu eh pandai belakun
so its time to go home,
saya antar dia ke ground floor oh,
wee kissed pipi kanan and kiri and hugs. haha
so wee said bye bye tiaaa
and i miss him alreadyyy ahaha. =)
LOVE anna'

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

2009-01-04T21:41:00.000-08:00

Happy Birthday to Ahmad Hafidz a.k.a Kumar !

may Allah bless you always.

be happy and have a blast!

imissyou. NOT! haha

LOVE anna'

Dausi oh Love.

2009-01-04T20:02:00.000-08:00

how could i ever forget you Dausi,
when every single time i tried i
failed over and over again,
i miss your hugs
i miss your kisses,
i miss your touches,
i miss you voice,
i miss the cute things that you used to say,
and i really miss you so badly.
sometimes i wished if you could
ever be here with me again
fill my empty heart
with your true love.
i love you D,
LOVE anna'

Headset pose wit Lolipop. xP

2009-01-04T19:55:00.001-08:00

scandle baby. HAHA!

2009-01-04T19:49:00.000-08:00

a date with you.

mello & rahym.

Rizqun Hi Tea, delicious foods.. nyumm~

2009-01-04T19:43:00.000-08:00

2009-01-03T16:41:00.000-08:00

whoaa what a day,

i'm darn sad and tired

i went for hi tea

kemarin petang and

accidently tejumpa with my ex(zulfeck),

i was really down mahn,

tuhan saja kan tahu

aku menahan air mata

supaya inda nangis

infront of everyone

so yeah kami makan lah ap,

i was next to his table

and kami macam starring

at each other ani bah,

well he did smile and at me,

gila i want to talk to his so badly,

he didnt know that my heart

is broke into pieces,huhu x'(

apa ni i was waiting for him

to tagur me but he didnt,

hancur eh hancur. pacah

so anyway move on with my story

malam hari atu

i went out with milo

gila i was tired of walking

round and round mall gadong

so kami duduk arah 3rd floor

ampir lift rizqun atuu

kami chit chat for minutes

suddently i felt like

singing so i bring milo to arcade

nyanyi lagu my destiny by Misha Omar

then i sang one of peterpan punya lagu

which is semua tentang kita,

eh atu banar.

i was like menjiwa banar lagu ni,

i sang with tears crawling down my face,

atu jiwang banar. haha

so kan i didnt expect i would met

Dausi jua that night

gilaaaaa, menangis jua ku tu,

he was next to my k.box al the time

and i didnt realise it until i saw him masa

ku duduk di lantai k.box tu menangis

he caught me crying

i wipe my tears and smiled

he waved at me and smiled

i waved him back

if i could only hug him that night

i would be so happy

tapi impossible eh,

karang gf nya nampak

gila kecawa banar jua ku tu

ishhh, why does my day

always end in tears? x'(

Daauusii, imysb.

LOVE anna'

dausi oh dausi

2009-01-03T09:29:00.000-08:00

"biarkan lah aku

mencintaimu memilikimu sekali lagi

dan untuk yang terakhir kali

dalam hidupku hanya dirimu

yang bisa buat ku mengerti arti cinta

miliki lah diriku seutuhnyaa"

LOVE anna'

milo oh milo~

2009-01-03T09:15:00.000-08:00

i know its been a long time you've waited for me,

and still wanting me to be your,

tapi maafkan me, me inda dapat balas cinta you,

i cried when you give me this lyric,

"Mungkin ini memang jalan takdirku..
Mengagumi tnpa dcintai..
Tk mgapa bgiku..
Asl kau pun bhagia dlm hidupmu.."

i'm sorry i never meant to hurt you. :'/

LOVE anna'

$10000

2009-01-02T22:26:00.000-08:00

me holding $10000 brunei dollar.

IM RICHH ! HAHAHA. :P

kekasih yang tak di anggap( dedicated to MFF )

2009-01-02T05:05:00.000-08:00

aku mentari tapi tak menghangatkan mu

aku pelangi tak memberi warna di hidupmu,

aku sang bulan tak menerangi malam mu

aku lah bintang yang hilang di telan kegelapan

selalu itu yang kau ucapkan padaku,

sebagai kekasih yang tak dianggap,

aku hanya bisa mencoba mengalah,

menahan setiap amarah,

sebagai kekasih yang tak dianggap

ku hanya bisa mencoba bersabar,

ku yakin kau kan berubah.

PARTAAAYYYY !

2008-12-30T15:32:00.000-08:00

today it is it, the day i've been waiting for THE DAFEE EXPERIENCE PARTY.
fucked so overly excited plus nervous, because i will be performing on the night,
gilaaaaaaaaaaaa, my stomach pain ehhhh.
takuuuut sayyaaa ohh.

2008-12-29T09:05:00.000-08:00

today, Monday, 29th dec.

i met with him, Faizul Faiq.

it was great meeting him,

but theres one thing,

bothers my mind alot

which is him,

he was acting like

he's hiding something from me

tapi inda saya tahu apa itu..

iatah macam lain wa,

sekalikan.. everytime i view his

friendster profile,

ada this bagi comment

atu benar benar mesra,

siapa inda jelous itu???

tahu sudah i'm his gf.

shissshhh, bullshit benar

i wanted to talk about it

with him tapi macam i just let it be,

pasalnya i dont wanna have fight with him,

tahan saja tia sakit di hati ani

so kan i was like buat nada saja tadi,

menahan rasa saja. *sigh*

tapi eventhough i have a boyfriend,

my love for him is not

exactly 100%

i'm more into Dausi

god, i miss you very much.

Dausi, i need you but its worthless. :'(

LOVE anna'

this song.

2008-12-28T06:37:00.000-08:00

Somebodys Me - Enrique Iglesias

i dedicate this song for you, Dausi.

i miss you so badly, :'(

LOVE anna'

mencoba melupakanmu.

2008-12-27T08:37:00.000-08:00

tak ada lagi,

senyum indah di wajah ku,

terbuang aku,
sepi meyelimutiku,

kau pergi, apa salahku?

mungkinkah memang sifatmu,

melukai aku

kau bunuh hatiku,

tapiku selalu merindukan mu

dengarkanlahh,

fahamilahh,

aku mencoba

tuk dapat lupakan dirimu,

yang selalu ada di hati ku.

-D.

LOVE anna'

2008-12-27T08:26:00.000-08:00

my morning starts to shine,

with teardrops in my eyes,

and here i am alone,

starting to realize that

my day would be brighter,

if i could learn to hide,

the feelings that i have for you.

i miss you so badly, D.

LOVE anna'

my wish

2008-12-26T21:28:00.000-08:00

i didnt realize how the time pssed by so quickly,

here i am saying to my self that i have to move on

but my heart really cant move on,

and i'm still stuck over you, D.

hmmm, how could i ever forget you,

when my heart still wants you,

and my mind is still thinking about you,

every night i wished to the stars

hoping that i could meet you once more

and hug kiss goodbye. :'(

imy, D.

LOVE anna'

2008-12-26T08:51:00.000-08:00

lonely and depressed,

waiting for you to come back again.

D, imy.

LOVE anna'

:'(

2008-12-26T08:20:00.000-08:00

another night has passed,

still my tears are crawling down my face,

hoping and wishing

that you would be here for me,

and wipes away all my tears,

and make all the pain fades.

i really need you, D.

LOVE anna'

2008-12-26T07:56:00.000-08:00

i wrote your name on my hand,

i didnt care how much pain i have to feel. :(

dausiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii, you left me in pain.

ANNA'

2008-12-25T20:50:00.000-08:00

its hard to forget someone that i really love. :'(

2008-12-25T02:17:00.000-08:00

losing you hurts me alot,

i was hoping that you could

make me smile again,

and wipes away all my tears.

Dausi, imy.

LOVE anna'

dausi oh'

2008-12-25T01:22:00.000-08:00

i still remember when we met for the first time,

you talked to me and i felt so comfortable

when ever you're beside me

till the time you hug me so tight,

and kiss me in your arms.

from the moment onwards i fell in love with you

wanting you to be mine till the end of time,

but i realise that would be so impossible

because i know that you have a girlfriend.

but then i didnt care and continue to meet you again,

here i sat with you staring at the moon

wishing that you would be mine,

then i stared your eyes and kissed you

with gladnesss that you were

there for me when i need you

you hug me from the back

and told me that you missed me,

i replied that i misssed you too,

another night has passed,

and i met you again

you and i talked for quite a while,

then you said goodbye,

i walked up to you and hug you

whispher to your ear that i miss you,

and you smiled to me.

i was feeling so happy and inlove,

until one day you just disappear from my life,

it hurts me when i know that night was the last time,

you gonna see mee,

i cried so badly wanting to meet you,

you didnt contact me ever again,

everynight i think of you i cried.

i need you so badlyy,

i know you've been busy with your gf,

but i thought we had something,

n its hurts to know when the truth is nothing

all i could ever wish for is just to meet you once more,

i know and i realise that im a nobody to you

and i cant replace your gf, but at least respect my feeling.

i tried to stop to think about you but i failed

i just want you to know that i miss youu, Dausi.

LOVE ANNA.

2008-12-25T00:58:00.000-08:00

i wanted you to be there when i fall,

i wanted you to see me through it all,

i wanted you to be the one i love,

i wanted you to hold me in my sleep,

i wanted you to show me what i need,

i wanted you to know just how down deep,

i wanted you, i wanted you. :'(

but i know all of these are just hopes,

hopes that will never come true. :(

each moment i think of you, i bleed.

and my heart says i miss you, dausi. :'(

love, anna.

JENGA

2008-11-25T04:49:00.000-08:00

PARTAAAYYYY !

2008-11-22T11:17:00.000-08:00

- THE DAFEE EXPERIENCE -

venue: rizqun hotel, 4th floor.

time: 6.30pm to 2.oo am

dress code: late 70s.

p/s; this partay will be open to the public ONLY after 10.00 pm.

TWISTER TIME !

2008-11-22T10:17:00.001-08:00

here are some of the girls, playing the twister. haha. patah tulang oleh nya. si narissa membuyuk ia randomly pick the colours iatah si umi gave up atuu. boo narissa! haha, sakit tu jooo! hikmah trying to hold on to her position. semua urang liat kan jubur hawt. haha. dal, syerah, hikkie, chy, jo && marla. x)

questions from a tormented heart

2008-06-14T21:03:00.000-07:00

why does my heart feel as if it is tormented from the past? or is it my self that torments my heart with the memories of joy and pain from the past? why do i feel as though i need to separate my self from my emotions as if i have two personals, in order to make it threw certain situations in life? why does my heart cry out for certain things from my past? why wont it let me put them behind me, that i might be able to live in complete life or is it holding on and telling i should not forget my past where my complete life remains why thats it feel as thought my heart has closed it self off and shut me out does it believe that i am to naive to know what it complete life feels like? why does my heart let me have all these question does it feels im not ready to know the answer? why does it remind of the joy and pain of the past? is it to make to fear them in my present or future life, or to try open my eyes to see that things that bring back my fears that i thought i had released and remind me of what i miss from the past until my heart opens heart to me again and show me the answers to the question i have then i will continue walk through life with my tormented heart, fear, sorrow, and past as my companions i will hollow until my heart open back up to me and warm with the knowledge of a complete heart...

I will be the one who make this last forever...

2008-06-10T17:15:00.001-07:00

I do miss you,
sometimes you know,
i'll just be sitting here,
not thinking about anything,
and all of a sudden,
you'll just come into my head,
i wish was talking to you,
because i really do miss you,
i wish on every shooting star,
that i could have you,
in my arm someday,
but i need to know,
i need to see,
if you ever will love me,
another night is gone,
and maybe i was wrong,
to say that i miss you,
and if we could ,
just talk about it,
i would send us straight ,
to that shooting star,
the one i wished upon that night,
someday i will be the one,
who make this last forever...

feelings from my broken heart.

2008-06-10T16:33:00.000-07:00

when we broke up,
it really hurt me deeply inside, but i have to face the fact,
that this love
ain't for us to be together.
Every night i cry,
thinking what else can i do,
how long can i wait for someone,
to love and be with me,
till the rest of my life,
my heart is broken,
till i can imagine,
how my heart looks like,
from friendship,
straight to romance,
i fell in love with you,
trying to swallow my pride,
and give love for another try,
just to be with you...